No, this isn’t one of these ‘please be a better year, i’m gonna change’ cos i don’t really think any of those things really mean anything..

Everybody i kno always says ‘i’m gonna change this year.. i’m not gonna be a dickhead.. i’m gonna be this that’ but the thing is none of them fucking change.. they’re the same as they were since they started saying it..

I’m not saying no-one will change because some people will.. but i’m not saying they’re gonna change their personality or anything like that but they may change something like.. who they hang around with, they may find a new taste in music or they may decided to change their ‘style’ or hair colour.. They’re not gonna change the person they are.. if youre a tosser you always will be a tosser until you have a REAL wake up call.. which most proberly won’t be anytime soon.

I haven’t changed. I’m still fucking mental, if anything i’ve proberly got worse.. But i’ve never said i’m gonna change because i’m not, i have no need to change. I have all the loyal friends i want and i have an amazing boyfriend..? I have no need or buisness to change for no-one..

I have to admit, i couldn’t wait for 2009 to finish cos 2009 was absolutley SHIT. shitshitshit.

But i’m not gonna be one of those people that say 2010 was so shit, i respect it may have been for them but i think this year was SO much better, i’ve made new friends.. at the start of this year i got a boyfriend. Moved on from him got a new one in july, he turned out to be a tosser and now have found the PERFECT boy for me.

So 2011 i’m not asking you to be ‘good’ to me, i’m not asking you to ‘promise’ it’ll be better than this year, i’m basically saying.. go ahead, throw as many punches as you got cos irl take ‘em on. The knockbacks in life is what has made me stronger.. and what’s made me learn, not me asking the new year to be good to me.

Come on then 2011, let’s go.