so today i probably had the worst day of my life.. so i had to go to college today to do admin, finalise my a levels, sort out N.U.S card etc. my appointment was at 11:15.
so amy was coming with me, she waited at the bus stop and the bus driver drove past her, top tfl cunt.
then, we finally got on a bus and got to the train station and i bought my ticket everything was fine, then i got on the train and realised i had lost my phone… then i arrived at the station i had to change my train and the train was 20 mins delayed.. so that sucked balls.
then, i arrived at college and got told i couldn’t do one of my courses and had to do maths in addition to my a levels, luckily they let me on my course.. but didnt budge about maths
then had to have my I.D photo taken, every picture i took i looked like a deformed disabled rat, fab.
then maxy, bless.. love him.. mocked my outfit and said i looked like i was going for a run.
luckily someone has found my phone and i’ll go and get it tomorrow!!

Go on anon and tell me something you wouldn’t tell your parents..

i need a good old fucking rant about gcse’s..

okay so i am relatively happy with my gcse results, i am not complaining as they could’ve been A LOT worse, but thank god they weren’t.. but i also feel like i tried so hard and just got fuck all for the subjects i tried hard in (besides health and social care) so i feel like i’ve basically wasted my time.
what else pisses me off is when people don’t try hard at school, at all.. the coasted for the past 2 years of gcse’s yet they passed everything? yet there’s other people that tried hard all the time + didn’t pass everything.. i’m not at all saying this is me because i admit i didn’t try hard ALL the time, i tried to most of the time.
also, when your teacher predicts you an A in an exam, you go into the exam feeling ok, not overly confident but not down about it.. then you do the exam, you think aw this is quite easy.. then, i get the result today and it’s a D. A D. really e.a? REALLY?
that’s also like fucking art, on my 16th birthday i must’ve stayed behind til 6:30 completing my sketchbooks + exam sketchbook making sure everything was a c standard at least.. what do i come out with.. a D. FUCKING REALLY? now, i feel like i should’ve said fuck it and gone home.
i’m not gonna complain about drama because i couldn’t do theory and i knew theory was gonna be the reason i failed because i got a c on practical.. so, nothing i could do.
i’m not gonna say anything about maths because i have done at least TEN maths exams.. TEN and i have failed EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM, without fail.. every single time, although i did revise HARD for this one, it was my last 3 exams and i revised it first, i think this i just proof i CANNOT do maths, i can’t. end of story.
there are subjects i am proud of, like french for example.. i got a B in that because my exams were As and my coursework was a C and a B.. so i am SO chuffed about that. i’m also chuffed about health and social care and i’m chuffed about english because i didn’t think i passed lit and i did so, that’s good..
but, i guess there’s nothing i can do about it now, my gcse’s are my gcse’s and i just needed this rant to say my peace.. because i’ve had this bottled up.. but yep yep kl